At 8:20pm on a Tuesday night exactly three months ago, April 11th, my precious baby became an angel.
It’s impossible to think it’s only been three months…. it feels like fifteen lifetimes.
There are no words to express how much I miss everything about him. There are no words to express how much I miss being his mom.
This video is one of his prouder moments and one of the longest messages he was ever able to convey. For the FIRST TIME, he was able to tell me what he was laughing at when he was watching America’s Funniest Home Videos on TV. And, after recording this video he added he “flipped and rolled around and fell on his face.” So excited and thankful!
I always believed a day would come when I would listen to Tanner tell me his stories. My heart yearned to hear what was on his. It’s hard to believe those stories will have to wait for Heaven.
I miss you, Tanner. I can’t wait to hold your hand again. I hope you’re writing down your stories so you don’t forget them because I can’t wait to hear them all.
Heaven can’t come soon enough.
