‘Cause I’m leavin’ on a jet plane
Don’t know when I’ll be back again…
Today I finally decided it was time for a Facebook break.
I need to be kind to myself for a little while. I’ve found that every time I log on to Facebook I’m holding my breath: scared of what memory I’ll see, more scared of what I’ll say. Scared of seeing a post that is going to trigger me, make me angry, sad, stressed or jealous…
Never in a million years would I want anyone to go through the loss of a child. And yet, I am becoming jealous of every friend who gets to keep their babies.
Truly, I am glad you do. I hope you get to forever.
I just need a break. My health is demanding it.
It’s not a total departure. I’m sure I’ll be on to post an update or read a comment, but my time on Facebook will be limited for a while. Heaven can’t come soon enough.
#LivingForTanner
#OneBreathAtATime
Tanner-Man, Mom-Mom misses you.
