Thursday, April 3, 2025

The Journey

Thoughts, feelings and experiences since losing my precious angel.

Then There Were Two

And then there were two. Four months and one day ago, I was mom in a crazy, blended family of six. Four months ago today, we...

Down by the Tracks

Supposedly having a train track behind your house is bad for home values. But I love mine. The soft rumble is soothing, and the path alongside...

Listening and Following

In talking with some new friends today they pointed out something interesting... There's a name for a person whose spouse dies: widow. There's a name for...
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Singing for His Dead Brother

Dealing with my own loss feels nearly impossible most days. But dealing with my son's loss? I don't know how to begin. My son found this...

Family Vacation… Without the Family

Here we go again... Heading out on a family "vacation" while missing a huge piece of my heart. I'm happy for Travis to see his sister...
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Tell Me Your Story

At 8:20pm on a Tuesday night exactly three months ago, April 11th, my precious baby became an angel. It's impossible to think it's only been...

Never Letting Go

I gotcha, Tan-man. And I'm never letting go. Thirteen years ago, on this day, you came home, never having to leave again. For more than four...

Glimpsing My Angel

Every day, I leave him again. Today marked my first return to the beach since I lost my Tanner. The beach was one of his favorite...

Happy Birthday to my 18-Year-Old 17-Year-Old

Good morning, Birthday Boy! Happy 18th birthday! Okay, yes, you were only turning 17 today but seeing as how you've been telling everyone for months you...

Finally Home

My baby always wanted to be home. It was his very favorite place in the world. He is finally where he belongs. Home. I missed you, baby. Still do. Will...